When I responded to that call given by Peggy Richards that night, it was like a huge weight had been lifted from my back. The call was actually for those who felt destined for ministry and that had been the thing that I had run from. Instantly, several sins that had dominated my life fell off of me that night. I didn't realize it that night but I just never went back to them. I never drank alcohol or smoked marijuana again after responding to God's call on my life. It was so easy, I didn't struggle, I didn't have to battle, I was just free. It was awesome, and I thought everything in my life was going to be just that easy. I found out that it wasn't and so my journey began. My journey to understand me, to understand why, and to understand how I was going to be what God had called me to be.
I had tried often to stop smoking weed and drinking. In fact, it had gotten to the point where I hated those things in my life and what they were doing to me. I knew the weed was robbing me of ambition and drive and I just hated the taste of alcohol, but drank for the buzz. What had begun as something fun was now my prison. I hated them but couldn't stop. That's when God delivered me from them. We need deliverance from those things we feel imprisoned by. No matter how they begin at some point they grab us and won't let us go.
Psalm 144:11 Rescue me, save me from the power of my enemies.....
- God will deliver you from those things in life that have become your enemies.
- Those are the sins that you hate because you hate what they do to you even though you may feel powerless to break them but you hate them.
- God delivered Lot from destruction, and we know Lot disagreed with the lifestyle he saw there.
- David often prayed for deliverance.
Paul said this: "Romans 7:24 (NLT)
24 Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin and death?
Deliverance is God's answer to the sins that bind us, those sins we've grown to hate because of what they do to us. I really believe that God will deliver you just like He did for me when you come to Him humbly and ask for help. You could do that right where you are right now. Tomorrow I'll talk about those sins that don't fall off immediately. I think it's because those sins are the ones we love.
2 comments:
I love the distinction you make between the sins we hate and the sins we love and how God deals with each. I'm sure everyone, at some point, has felt that twinge of jealousy over sins that they struggle with that others were freed from instantly, or even the feeling "God delivered me instantly from this other sin, so why not the one I'm facing now."
It's a powerful question, and I love the explanation that it's about whether we love the sin or hate it.
It's so simple, but seems to explain so much. Great thoughts.
Thanks Trevor. I think being transparent about our lives really makes Christianity accessible to both unbelievers and believers.
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